Synthesising all Reflections
The five weeks of this course have been an incredible adventure both on a personal level and as a teacher. It seems as if the weekly activities have aroused not only technical challenges but have drawn out aspects of my own personality and the way in which I engage, primarily within the teaching environment but also beyond that.From a personal perspective I notice that;
· I love the excitement of learning something new which has come out in the way I have explored all the links, apps and creations of my colleagues. At the same time I am a bit of a ‘flitter’ and instead of engaging extensively with what is presented to me I move on quickly to the next item that attracts my attention. This will result in not bothering to download or save a lot of the material I have engaged with. By around Week Three I realised that this is not really useful in the long term as I would like to come back to things I have learnt. The Research component of the e-portfolio thus starts to include items from the latter part of the course. I also found that as much as I did explore I also needed to give myself time to assimilate and integrate. I have included this in my PDP moving forward to give myself time to take stock so to speak. It may mean going back over some of the course content and activities but I don’t think that is a bad thing. My learning from this has been to learn to focus sometimes and not be so quick to move onto the next thing that interests me.
· I get frustrated really quickly when I don’t understand something or know how it works. Also when I feel overwhelmed by pressure of work etc. My usually means I give up easily and by Week Two I was about to do that. When I noticed this, I took a deep breath and decided that I would tackle this slowly. As much as I wanted to keep up with everyone else I found that I needed to give myself space to do things. Once I did this I managed to systematically work through the Activities and gain much from the process. The focus being on process rather than product. During this process I learnt to be kinder to myself and not to feel that I have to do everything at once. It works better to tackle things at a slower pace if it means that learning happens instead of stress.
· I find my mind works quite linearly when learning. If I miss the first step or don’t understand something, I give up as I go into a tailspin. I noticed this on the day that Janus gave the presentation about e-portfolios. I missed something in the beginning and then gave up with the result I stayed with Blogger for the e-portfolio even though I suspect that Google would have offered more options. To assist me in this I also ‘discovered’ that YouTube has lots of tutorial videos. I have started to allocate time to doing tutorials on some of the apps I have downloaded. During the course I realised that if I had a feeling that I was going to ‘taught’ something I needed to give that up quickly. Online learning is more about finding out for oneself. The facilitators and material is just a guide, they cannot do the teaching. In this regard I began to think about how I would make it easier for learners to move towards this approach especially since we all came out of a school system where information is delivered and our job was to regurgitate.
· I felt overwhelmed with the technologies available. Perhaps too enthusiastically I explored everything that I came across until I realised that I needed to find what worked for me and master that. I also find that I work well if someone explains to me the basics. For example we heard about ‘Handbrake’ and I know what it did so downloaded it. Since then I have compressed two video but have no idea how I did it and what all the setting mean in this app. I am determined to find out on this app and all the others that I have accessed. When I do eventually get comfortable with something I will push it to the limit. I have been quietly proud of my work using OpenShot Video Editor. I still have a long way to go but this is the phase I enjoy. I need a leg up then I am fine. Whereas at first I felt totally inadequate with technology I feel a lot more confident now after five weeks of persistent engagement. I know that it is a simple thing but yesterday I set up a Project Site on SAKAI for myself and colleagues who are collaborating on a paper. I volunteered as I could hear the panic in the voices of my colleagues. It was so simple to do that it is laughable. However much like my colleagues I would never have dreamt of even looking on SAKAI of trying to do it. Revelling now in my new-found technological confidence.
My role and that of my peers in the learning process has been interesting;
· I feel that I maybe did not engage fully online in the Forum and only made tentative attempts to connect with others. After a couple of weeks I did try to contribute to some of the discussions but maybe not with as much depth and engagement as possible. By nature I am reticent and don’t to chatting etc. easily in ‘real life’. This becomes even more difficult online which is why I totally resonated with the ‘Lurkers’ topic. Where I did engage I found it fascinating to read such a variety of views. Maybe if I were to do this again, I would also set aside time for discussion and interaction.
· I feel I have to do everything on my own and so did not reach out to my mentor as much as I should have. In fact there were times when I think she may have felt I was ignoring her? When I did send her work she always came back with encouragement and valuable comments. This was an underutilised resource for me but there was also a part of me that did not want to bother her, or give her too much work.
· I found that I focused on doing the activities rather than being in an interactive space with others. However when Hannah le Roux reached out to me to co-facilitate a virtual session it did feel as if my engagement with the course and its value was catapulted. From that time I have been seriously engaging with exploring what online facilitation can mean for me personally.
· I did value the contributions that people made in discussions and particularly was drawn to those around online assessment and engaging learners. I find the value of what I have learnt can be taken back to the lecture hall. I think that providing students with technological alternatives would be a great way to keep them interested and engaged with my courses. And, when it comes to formative and minor assessments, a pleasure to have SAKAI grade the work. It means a totally different way of thinking and setting tasks and assignments but maybe this is the way that the world operates today. Maybe learning etc. should reflect that rather than sticking to the methodologies of our ancestors.
At the end of the day doing a course like this only has value when it can be put into practice. We were propelled into online teaching and I had to suddenly cope with teaching three courses online. They are all first semester courses, one to third year Bachelor of Architectural Studies and two courses to Master in Architecture students. These are all quite technical subjects and I did find it difficult to find a way to present them.
At first I felt that did not give my students as much value as I was grappling to come to terms with this sudden and new way of teaching. I don’t think that this is entirely true and although on reflection there are a few things that I would do differently based on what I have learnt during this course I think that the students did well. My attitude to online teaching has shifted from one in which I saw this as second best to something that has equal value to face-to-face teaching. I did my psychology degree up to honours level through UNISA and I have always felt that maybe my degree is not as good as one I would have received at another university. I see now that I worked just as hard and did learn everything I needed to and maybe a bit more as I extended my reading beyond what was required. Being self-directed does have value and my new attitude to online teaching means that I can offer a lot more to many more people in future. I think that a blended teaching approach would also enrich my students in future. The things that I could have done differently with my students are;
· Engage with them more instead of just delivering content
· Found ways to create interactive platforms for peer learning
· Devised much more sophisticated assessments
· Created interesting multimedia presentations instead of the Workbooks I wrote and distributed.
· Been more present with the students instead of working behind the scenes.
I think the practical test for me took place outside of the university where I have been teaching dance online. The duration intensity of this project over the three months has allowed me to reflect on myself and online teaching.
At first my attitude was that I would not be able to teach dance online and that people would not value what I had to offer. From the start of the lock down I offered short dance session daily online for free. I noticed that the format and content of these sessions was evolving over time until I became confident to give a full one hour dance class. At first still undervaluing myself I charged very little. However during the course of nine weeks I noticed that the participants were gaining as much value from the class as ordinary studio-based classes. They were different – but of equal value. Having completed the online facilitation course I have now started to design more sophisticated dance classes. Instead of me standing in front of the ZOOM camera, I have started to include video and PowerPoint slides to complement what I am saying or demonstrating. The dance classes are starting to take a different form which will include the different tools I have been exposed to. My presentation skills have also changed over the past three months and whereas before my delivery was similar to what I would have done in the studio I found that the information and research of learner engagement has changed this. I am much more conscious of the different space ZOOM is to the studio and have explored ways in which to engage the participants so that they feel included. Simple things for now;
· Always welcoming people by name
· Giving people a moment to feel heard and present
· Using breakout rooms on ZOOM to encourage more intimate interactions
· Using the Pin Video function on ZOOM to get people to dance in pairs
Going forward I am really excited to explore how I could push the boundaries of these dance classes. Luckily I am not teaching at WITS during the second semester.
I am including this short video I created which I used in the class last night (8th July) to introduce both the creator of Biodanza, Rolando Toro and an explanation and demonstration of the dance that formed the core them of my class. Biodanza: Liberation of Movement
I have also set up a Blog space where I intend to post the themes for the classes and give people an opportunity to engage with each other and me through the comments. I am also using WhatsApp to direct people towards this space. This is the link to this blog. VISVITA ONLINE
Holding thumbs this works!
Activity 4.6 Reflection
Discussion contributions in the Forums/Week 4: Creating/
1. Handling online facilitator criticism
Thank you for introducing this topic. I must say that two things come to mind.
1. During the current crisis I did receive some concerns from students which I took to heart. The emotional component of teaching! I think what I was feeling is exactly what has been expressed in some of the other responses. That is, that I was thrown into the deep end and worked day and night to ensure that students received value from online learning. And then took the students' comments as not having done enough.
2. However going forward something which has also been raised in the comments, that of preparation. We truly had not time preparing for this. (which is why I signed up for THIS course) But I have been really inspired by the tools, ideas and methods I have been exposed to in the last four weeks. My designer brain is itching to create new courses that utilise as much of what I have learnt. In my imagination I am already seeing the structure of these being very different from just transposing F2F courses online. I think that we can start to questions some real fundamentals about how we present the course. We have the whole internet as a repository of information and tools to create really exciting online courses. I know that when eventually we go back to F2F teaching I am taking everything I learnt over the past two months with me. I admit I was one of those SAKAI-shy lecturers using this platform for the very basics and in a passive way. I am lucky now as I don't teach for the second semester so will have time to explore. Really looking forward to that.
In response to the student. I agree with the suggestions to immediately communicate with student and class. Find out what are the expectations. Sometimes they could be quite simple and easily remedied. From a human perspective I think we all have a need to feel we are connected and in relationship with other people - not machines. Dumping content online and sitting back does feel like letting the machines take over.
2. Peer Debates
Thank you for the article.
Ruth Kennedy, “In-Class Debates: Fertile Ground for Active Learning and the Cultivation of Critical Thinking and Oral Communication Skills,” International Journal of Teaching and Learning in Higher Education 19, no. 2 (2007): 183–90
I must say that I seem to have tried everything to get my students to participate.
Role play: I have used this to explore Hersey and Blanchard Leadership styles setting up various combinations of architect/client interactions. The students love these sessions but the group usually divides into the actors and spectators. Still I think everyone gains something as I usually do a wrap up session at the end just to draw attention to what I would like them to take away, using the role play sessions.
Peer review: I have introduced this many times during student presentations going so far as to set up really detailed review rubric sheets. Usually doesn't make a difference as students just give full marks or next to full marks to their peers. Sometimes there is a glimmer of hope when some students take this seriously.
Soft Shoe Shuffle: This is a tool which I acquired through my training as a Deep Democracy facilitator. Essentially it gets people to move around the room as a show of the level of agreement with a point of view or statement. Someone initiates the discussion with a statement. If you agree with it you stand close to the person. If you disagree you move away. And if you half-agree then you indicate this by your proximity to the person. The facilitator then approaches any one of the other people who have disagreed and invites them to make a statement. The group then moves around again in response to the new statement. This is a constant shift of the group - no one remains static and you are allowed to change your mind. Its a wonderful way of reading the group. Eventually the facilitator will pick up if there are any polarities of view being formed in the group and then move onto a debate or other discussion tool to delve deeper. Everyone is involved in the soft shoe shuffle and so everyone is heard/seen even if they don't make a direct statement.
This is really a fascinating topic as I strongly believe that the more students interact with each other the more learning takes place. Not just information gathering but critical thinking that adds depth.
22nd June 2020: Week 3
It seems like a lifetime since I engaged with the course. Its been a week but feels forever. During the past week I immersed myself into marking the exams of my third year students. I have managed to get all the marks sorted out for project, tests and exam. I still have my master’s students to sort out. But today, I put aside the day to catch up with the course and I will pick up marking tomorrow.
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SHARED SPACES with Christos and
Soraya If you are attending today's Heart Circle please could you
take two pics and upload them via the link below onto Padlet. The two pics are: 1. The most public aspect of you home – open to
everyone. This might be where you
entertain or work. 2. A private space where it's unusual to find any visitors
etc. This space could be a garden shed, your favorite place to go read a
book… - Click on this link
which will take you to the Heart Circle page on Padlet https://padlet.com/00300376/bkwvcdcf6241jpgr
- A pop up box will
appear - On the bottom
right hand corner there is a ‘upload’ icon – click - Select your saved
pic file and it will upload |
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17h30: Welcome - Chantal/Virginie Check-in Christos Question – what did taking pics bring up for you in terms
of space/privacy/Zoom invasions Intro SHARED SPACES – Christos Intro PERSONAL STORY – Soraya BREAK OUT ROOMS – 10 mins Sharing the question What would I need to feel I am connecting? Group discussion – Soraya |
Having attended the Virtual session given by Zama and the session I did on Friday I realise that it is easy to feel that we need to do a lot in order to make the session worthwhile. I think doing less and keeping it simple gives the students and opportunity to engage more. This is a valuable method of learning. From the Magna course I realise the difference between being a facilitator and allowing the learning to unfold and being a teacher feeling that all the knowledge needs to be transmitted.
FacilitatingOnline2020A
Week 3: Facilitating
Activity 3.1 Be the Facilitator
I assisted Hannah le Roux with the virtual session called
THRESHOLDS on 11th June. Felt
a bit silly as I didn’t realise we were doing this in our mentor groups. When Hannah asked me I just said yes without
thinking. Because of this I felt as if I
had let my group and my mentor down somehow.
Realise that I am not connected to the mentor group in any special
way. However the virtual session was
wonderful as it gave me first-hand experience of introducing external tools to
the session. I also realised that it is
fine to give out some readings and preparation tasks to the session. I think it builds up the expectations and
engagement. Tony Cox’s session was great
to see how tools could be used. For now
I seem to be comfortable with:
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ZOOM https://zoom.us/
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Flipchart
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Padlet https://padlet.com/
Contribution to the Google docs file
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Christos Daskalakos Similarities
1. Both
require preparation even if this is different. The online course
requires more structure but even F2F teaching requires clarity on the part of
the facilitator 2. Both
require to give value to the teaching process. Learning is not lesser
or different just because it is online - the delivery is. 3. Feedback
from students is important in both methods of teaching. The facilitator
needs to know that the information is getting through. Finding out and
dealing with questions will be different. |
Christos Daskalakos Differences
1. Communication
F2F takes place using different channels. Oral communication includes
voice prosody which gives learners cues and clues as to the importance and
structure of the content. Online written documents or recorded slides
tend to be uniform. 2. F2F
students cannot leave the learning space easily. They need to be
physically present even if they are not paying attention. When online
it is very easy to turn off the computer 3. Students
need to be more motivated as the course is more student driven |
Key Differences Between Online and Face-to-Face Teaching
— Excerpted with permission from the North Carolina Community
College System’s Principles and Techniques of Online Instruction.
Even before I start this activity, I like it. Reading the brief is exciting as I think it appeals
to me as I love integrating discussions.
My attempt: Based on the discussion around my own video: Christos Daskalakos Dances with Life
The nature of video prepared by everyone differs. In response to my video, Christos Daskalakos,
Dances with Life, which I thought may have been too long Scott Smalley found it
to be something to aspire to. We have no
idea what impact our videos may have on others but it seems that Greig Krull
finds that videos where “the lecturer/facilitator just recorded themselves
using a phone at home or on location somewhere (either giving feedback or
explaining something) to be the most valuable.” The comments made by Najma Aghardien who used
the words “fascinating ideas and so much creativity” and Renee Koch who
expressed curiosity about “spatial meaning and embodiment” highlights the value
of authentically presenting oneself to other students on online platforms. The video should not be seen as simple record
of fact but also as a source of inspiration, entertainment and learning for
others. It may be worth exploring this
aspect in future when writing up the brief for this task if I were to include
it in any of my courses.
Having entered week 3
of the course, it may be useful to reflect on the below questions:
1. When is it important to encourage students
to move from lurking to actively participating?
Before making this decision I would first interact with the
student privately to find out if they are learning and if they are gaining
value from the course. Everyone learns
in a different way and unless the ‘lurking’ behaviour is causing distress or dissent
with the other students I am not so sure it would be necessary to change
it. However, in discussion with the
student I would also try to find out what prompts non-participation. I would then try to address this in a
positive way. If students say they are
shy to initiate discussion, I would find ways to encourage that (further below)
2. How do we, as online facilitators encourage
participation while accommodating diverse learning styles (an equitable
participation, if you will?
Give
options
My feeling is that we need to explore different ways in
which students can participate and contribute to sharing experiences and
knowledge. There will always be students
who are reticent to initiate discussion or contribute opinions. There is a range of ways in which interaction
and participation can occur. On one side
of the spectrum there are the open discussion forums which are totally
voluntary and on the other would be the delivery of a graded paper or
assignment. The course should include a
range so that the students are gently encouraged to participate. In the recent session SHARED SPACES I used to
processes ensure that all voices were heard.
A: Check-in
For the check-in I asked the people who intended to join the
session to photograph and upload two imaged to Padlet.com. One image was of
their most public space in their house and the other private of space no one
really gets to see, like a shed or a pantry.
When we met via ZOOM I screen shared the Padlet page and asked people to
introduce themselves and then comment on their experience of taking the
pics. There was quite a variety of responses.
B: Breakout Rooms
During the session I set up breakout rooms with two
participants in each. This way it would
be easier to share in a more intimate fashion. At the same time it was not
voluntary so sharing was inevitable. For
the breakout room discussion we gave them two questions.
·
What does
an online shared space look like?
·
What would
you need in an online share space so that you feel connected?
C: Conclusion
When we returned from the breakout rooms we invited people
to share what they had learnt. Very
little was offered and in hindsight it may have required a little more
structure.
8th June
2020
FacilitatingOnline2020A
Week 2: Conversing
Activity 2.1 Similarity Safari
I find it hard to navigate the survey results. Eventually I
ventured to send an email to someone who looked like they were going through
the same things as me. I exchanged a couple of messages with Viz Moodley but
have not taken it any further. I am
still finding it difficult to have an electronic chat. This is going to be my biggest challenge with
Online Facilitation – to be comfortable ‘chatting’ online.
Activity 2.2 Encouraging participation
Activity 2.3 How to work together to achieve our shared goals
Activity 2.4 Reflections
I think that for
people like me are a little reticent to engage spontaneously with others a more
formal or structured approach would be useful.
This could take place in a number of ways:
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Small group work projects
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Small meetings
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Breakout rooms in the virtual sessions (a five
minute discussion)
It may also be
useful in the beginning to set up more structured tasks. Very specific
questions not having things too open ended.
I have been using
self-assessment quizzes on SAKAI with my students to ensure they are engaging
with the material. It has proved useful
as I do get email queries. The grading
book also keeps a good account of progress.
Swanson, K.W. & Kayler, Mary. (2009). Self-assessment
in building online communities of learning. Handbook of Research on E-Learning
Applications for Career and Technical Education: Technologies for Vocational
Training. 431-443. 10.4018/978-1-60566-739-3.ch034.
b) b) What
have you liked so far this week?
I enjoyed the
virtual session. I much prefer to listen
to content than read it.
c) c) What
can you suggest to the facilitators to improve the course?
I am not sure at this
stage I can offer anything constructive.
I just have an observation about myself.
I love that the facilitators respond to the posts etc. But every time I see a comment which is
didactic I feel (strange) not sure how to describe it.
2nd June
2020
FacilitatingOnline2020A
Week 1: Arriving
I am a week behind with the course. I really don’t want to give up and will have to try and fit this in. I couldn’t access my students assignments on SAKAI and it took three weeks before I was able to find the right person to assist. Now I am flooded with grading assignments 44 x 4. Its daunting as I want to give feedback to the students before the end of the term.
Activity 1.1 Introduce
Yourself
Finally I have created a video. Interesting to note that I
have a need to make sure that everything I produce is perfect. This keeps me from moving forward
sometimes. Last week I spent a lot of
time digging through old back up discs to collect material for my video. I was so engrossed in the project that I
didn’t note that instruction that it be about a minute long and have now
produced something much longer. I also
seem to have a block about using Powerpoint which is irrational. Instead I used a much more complicated video
editing program. Why would I dive into
something complicated and avoid the simple?
Due to the time constraints and the need to catch up I have compromised
on the video. However I did manage to
create a methodology.
1.
I wrote a script
2.
Recorded the script using a one person meeting
on ZOOM.
3.
Created a folder called MY LIFE VIDEO and
collected material
4.
Finally created the video in a program called
OpenShot Video Editor
And then, have no idea where to upload it. The simplest of things seem to confuse me.
This video is a little bit longer that what was suggested. And a lot shorter than what I would have liked to say about myself. The exercise made me thing about a lot of things and I had some very interesting AHA moments - often in the middle of the night!
Activity 1.2 Updating
Your Profile
I have avoided doing this for ten years! Or for however long we have been asked via our Head of School. I have never felt comfortable uploading information about myself. Partly I feel insecure about my research etc. It’s so unconventional for the Department of Architecture that I felt too vulnerable to expose myself online. But have taken the plunge now.
Activity 1.3 Getting
to know your space
Insights about the Online Facilitation Course Model
·
Find it hard to just connect with other participants
so Level 2: Conversing is going to be a challenge.
· Level 3: Facilitating is still daunting – but hope to get there with ease soon!
Activity 1.4 Assessing
your online facilitation capabilities
The Facilitator Capabilities completed.
I feel I need a bit more experience to be able to make a
better assessment.
This is new to me and am guessing a little bit as to my strengths and weaknesses.
Activity 1.5
Reflection
Have uploaded this page to the Learning Journal.
A couple of engagements – but I need to also spend some time
exploring the Learning Journals of others.
29th May 2020
FacilitatingOnline2020A
Week 0: Preparing
Virtual Session 28th May 2020
Yesterday during the Microsoft Teams meeting I was logged on as a guest – which meant that I could neither see the chats of the other participants nor contribute in any way. Some people did raise the issue so it felt superfluous to add my voice to that. It didn’t seem as if anyone could resolve the problem. I find Microsoft Teams hard to negotiate anyway. I mainly use ZOOM a platform which I am now very familiar with. Equally frustrating about the meeting yesterday was that it focused on only one of the options that have been suggested for e-portfolios. I didn’t choose Google as I have several Gmail accounts and signing into google is now very chaotic. I haven’t really conceptualised how it works yet. Sometimes I can access documents on google docs and sometimes I can’t. I imagine this is due to which email address is being used/invited etc. Because of this I opted for the Blog although now I feel that maybe I made this decision too quickly. During the presentation I missed something in the beginning which meant that I spent about ten minutes of the presentation on my own google search to try and catch up. Overall I think I learnt quite a lot but the experience was extremely frustrating
I understand the logic of this model but overall do not feel
in any way connected to anyone.
I have managed to create an e-portfolio but I have not
looked at any of the portfolios or other course participants. Looking at the rubric now I wonder if I did
the right thing and now feel I have to take a step backwards.
I find the number of people on the course overwhelming. They are still strangers to me and I find it
difficult to relate to a ‘community’.
Maybe better if I look at this later in the course when I
feel more comfortable with what I am doing.
“Respond to the insights and questions about the course model shared by at least one of your colleagues in their journal. Be sure to practice sound online facilitation skills.”
After clicking on several names I thought I was doing something wrong as I did not see any entries. Eventual I found the journal entry of Laetitia and was reassured that this was not the case. I am also relieved to see that she is going through much the same emotions around the course.





This is a deeply reflexive engagement with not only your experiences as you were journeying through the activities of the course but also an introspective engagement with your relational, professional, practitioner, teacher, learner and holistic being while embodying an online facilitation persona. It was a very captivating read which was also very authentic but being comfortable to share your gains, pains and vulnerabilities. Thank you for the warm mentor comments. I think you have the makings of a natural and creative facilitator and you also have a very inspiring nature - so always lead yourself and your further learning in this space as you are so rightly doing.
ReplyDeleteEven before reading this reflection, I knew I was going to be inspired. Thank you for such a thorough and honest reflection about what worked for you and/or not. I enjoyed learning about you and about your experiences of the course. I particularly liked the way you unpacked the activities in a critical way and your willingness to engage with the contextual realities and lived experiences of students. I would love to use your reflection in future iterations as an exemplar if that is ok with you. thanks for an inspiring read!!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you for such beautiful comment. With pleasure, you may use the reflections if it will help others overcome the online-leap
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